Friday, December 31, 2004
the last 2-3 days was really busy, busy partying.. had bbq, youth gatherings - I just had steamboat with another bunch of friends, the "tonga" gang.
Thinking back through the year.. this year really had been a really tough for me, yea if not for my funny-bone... i would be in constant depression!
Kinda made quite a handfull of "enemies" (or hostile friends) this year.. Who likes having such friends, but I guess it was inevitable..
Of cos, this year would not be that great if I had not met and made friends with some of you guys...
But its quite sad, theres no one i can really feel comfortable enuff to sit down on new year's eve and talk about my year.. I'm like onions.. i have layers :D
I tot i found one, i meant.. i tot i felt he was the one.. but i guess he wasnt.. he was just some spolit asshole.
True friends... I never found one this year.... maybe i just need to think hard.
"Stop trying to find someone that will meet your criteria.. Instead, find someone that will change it, and you'll be happier" -Ecalyte, once a friend..
Gaagagag.. writing this really can get depressing, cos supression can only do so much.
So many things to say... so little time and space, but I guess I can pray that next year would be a much more cooler one.. Lotsa deep stuff inside.. >_<
Whilst the events around us does not always lead to inevitabilities, we deceive ourselves in believing that we were powerless to its eventuation.
I better cheer up! later I got some programs to facilitate.. but anyways next year I plan to finish up afew stuff!
My... Dip.Counselling andPsychology, Dip.Theology, grow much cooler as aways!
yea.. lotsa of stuff to do!!
have a great new year eve guys!! Cheers!!!!
that's life. rwar.
