Monday, February 18, 2008
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This is kinda like the last week I'll be attending New Creation.. >:( *emos*
Everyone gets sad and emotional when it is time to move from somewhere you're familiar and comfortable to somewhere you're not.
There is this fear of the unknown that makes the "moving on" difficult right.
Will I have a good life in Sydney..
Will I find a church thats as good as New Creation..
Will I have such great friends I have like in Singapore..
What if I can't find a proper place to stay..
What if I can't get proper meals everyday..
Will I be safe..
What if I get sucky lectuers!
What if my classmates are sucky too!!
Will I be able to do well or even pass!
Will I be able to wake up on time..
What if I can't sleep at night..
I guess life is like that in a way.. even if you're not going to be moving out to an unknown city all alone with just a duffel bag - The fear of the unknown and unfamiliar is so real.
Of course as a guy I would put on an adventurous, jack Bauer, gan-ho front and face whatever Sydney has for me.. but deep inside.... I seriously need Jesus.
It is his love for him that will drive me on - I thank God it is HIS LOVE for me that is going to be my strength.
If it is going to be my love for him, I would be in so much trouble... like deep fried kfc trouble.
So because of his grace and love - here in my life, I'm gonna have a great time in Sydney, I'm going to do really well in school, I'm gonna have lotsa great friends, I'm gonna grow and mature in many many ways and I'm coming back for Christmas with a Diploma!
"HERE IN MY LIFE" <--- CLICK HERE FOR MUSIC/VIDEO
I have never walked on water
felt the waves beneath my feet but
at Your word Lord, I'll receive Your
faith to walk on oceans deep
and I remember how You found me
in the very same place
all my failings surely would have drowned me
still You made a way
You are my freedom
Jesus, You're the reason
I'm kneeling again at Your throne
where would I be without You here in my life
here in my life
You have said that all the heavens
sing for joy at one who finds the
way to freedom, truth of Jesus
bought from death into His life
and I remember how You saw me
through the eyes of Your grace
and though the cost was Your beloved for me
still You made a way
that's life. rwar.
